Friday, August 10, 2007

Ye hai meri kahani…khamosh zindagani... :(

[Part 1]

“How is life buddy? You must be chilling out with the hot babes there at ISB. Kitni patai? I wish I were at your place. You are so lucky, itni jaldi MBA bhi ho jaegi teri. Give me some tips about the application,” scribbled one of my friends in my orkut scrapbook. I was wondering how beautiful ISB appears to the outside world. I was one amongst these friends of mine 8 months ago jealous of people who were already at ISB. My pre-ISB life flashed in front of my eyes for the next 5 minutes making me nostalgic. There were several ‘Unanswered’ questions knocking at the door of my mind for at least an hour now. Was I better without an MBA? I started comparing the value of happiness in my life before landing up at ISB to the expected value of happiness in my life post ISB. Am I really gaining anything here or am I here just to add another brand name to my resume? It was 0300 hours and I was sitting in my room staring blankly at the case (case-study) I was to prepare for class the next day. The case was 40 pages long and I was through with just 3 pages. I had a class next day at 0800 hours. “I am sick of it yaar. Ever since I have joined ISB, I have not had a good night sleep. People think I am having a blast with the babes here but little do they realize, meri he blast ho rahi hai. I had thought I would make girlfriendS here and enjoy the last few years ‘of my life’ (read as ‘of my life before marriage’). I had dreamt of reading out my girlfriendS’ future from their palms. Saare sapne toot gaye :( . Instead of making girlfriends, I am making reports and instead of reading their future out of their palms, I am reading endless number of cases.”

Totally frustrated, I looked into the sky out of the window and asked God, “Despite being in a ‘Swarg’ full of fairies, why can’t I enjoy life here with them? What wrong did I do in life?” I got no answer. Perhaps, God has better questions to answer or he too has got into a B-School like ISB and has the same ‘Unanswered’ questions…

[Make sure you read Part 2 of this blog later this week :)]

6 comments:

Abhishek Seth said...

Hi Abhishek,
I am an ISB Aspirant.Was going through ISB Communities in orkut and found ur blog link.Cudn't stop myself from saying...All the best :)

Regards,
Abhishek Seth

Anonymous said...

You are extremely gud at expressing urself wid the help of words...You write really well dude...keep up the good spirit and all the best for everything...

Anonymous said...

hey u really write well..how u express ur feelings in words is really amazing.......

Anonymous said...

I thot its btr to reveal my name rather just keeping it to my self...khwaish is ur anonymous...;)

abhishek chandra said...

Compliments accepted with gratitude!!!

Happy reading..
:)

A said...

Hey Chandra this is Ashish...Roorkee, Meta, and Coaching mate if u can rummage upon things...Just chanced upon here...

For your hard days dont fuss this short term grniding will result you long term rewards...learn and Njoy every bit of it cos someday in future you gonna miss this time too!

Btw gimme your contact will talk to you sometime soon, and if u can squeeze in some time visit my blog someday.

Cheers!
~Ashish.